off into outspace i was, waiting for something to really happen.. then i get back here and not much has changed at all. would it ever really make a difference if things that seem to matter really did. i am not sure. but i will be ready to organize my thoughts better tomorrow. being on the road offline on the edge for three weeks has its rewards and merits. it also has its drawbacks in terms of proper and efficient use of technology. gotta get back into the swing of things..